Letter to self

I trust and hope that all will be the way that all should be. Yet, I live with this gnawing fear felt by my emotions of what suffering they will have to go through as I did. I worry that there is more that I can and should be doing.
Yet I must remember that I myself have gone through much so much pain and still feel alot of it. I must learn to embrace myself and love myself and give myself the understanding patience and kindness to be as I am and to recognize my pain and limitation.
Perhaps I will one day heal but I must be patient with myself and loving to myself and to others.

Y.L.