How old…

How old will my son be when he gets another sibling?
How many more years until I can stop taking medication?
How much time until I can feel safe with my husband?
When will my smile be a reflection of my insides?

For years I kept the secret.
For a long time it was between him and myself.
Since I can remember I was walking around with a heavy burden.
After much time it became too heavy to carry.

So now I thank the ones that stepped up to support me.
I have gained much tools and understanding.
I learnt to trust and have hope.
I am now on the way to healing,
On the way, to a better future!

GL, Brooklyn NY