Dear G-d

Dear g-d,

We haven’t spoken in a while. Not sure y I’m reaching out now. But I’m feeling sad. The sadness wants me to remember something. To give my body the validation it needs.

So I’m trying… there are so many things I really need to validate for myself.
The pain of the abuse.
The physical pains of marriage and the fact that I can’t give the one I love most the thing he wants to badly.

The pain of my feelings being ignored. Of how everyone just ignores the elephant in the room the pain of no one speaking up on my behalf.

How everyone attended the party instead of standing up
and saying we won’t stand for this!

g-d, you sent me so much pain. Y? for what reason? And then for what purpose?
Will I ever get over it?

GL, Brooklyn NY